The Universe is spinning out of control.
I'm stuck in the middle,
With feelings of confusion and heartache.
I only find solace in my dreams,
Only to awaken to reality.
This uncertainty sucks.
"This too shall pass," they say.
I don't want it to "pass"
I only want what I was promised as a very young girl to come true.
Reality is, that will never happen.
I've come to terms with that fact,
but it still leaves me reeling in a universe that feels so, very out of control.